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Dec
Archive for December, 2008
18
Dec
I am committed :)
(Warning : You will understand nothing if you dint read till last.So those who have patience go ahead.Others can go and continue their work.This is specially to my friends who can’t access any other sites from office.. A Note to you.. I have raised in love with you dear..Yes,days are colorful and always there will be a smile on my face.There is a feeling that I am not alone anymore… I remember the day your beautiful mother introduced you to me. You impressed me at the first sight itself.It dint take much time for us to understand each other. The day since I met you I have been enjoying each and every second of my life. I took no time to find out that u r the appropriate and attractive one for me. You never get bored of my endless talk. you listen to all my crazy thoughts..my dreams..my imaginations.. without any complaints…you can understand me more than anyone else..you are always there for me to share my happiest and saddest moments.. And I know within this short period you have become my secret box..I trust you more than I trust anyone else..I know you will never share my secrets with anyone unless I give you the permission.. A smile comes to my face when I remember the day I introduced you to my friends.I was sure they will like you.I told you several times that my friends will be happy for us ..but you were afraid rt? Now each and every second I am thinking of you and that brings a I know at that time I will not be spending time with you as I do now..but still I will be loving you..I know you will be with me all the time..till my death..But you fear whether I will go away from you.. Oh dear..I swear I will not let you go away from me..and I want you to live long with my memories even after my death.. Once my friend told me unreal love is lust..I know my love for you is real..You are giving me strength to live my life my way..
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you asked my suggestions on a hell lot of things before presenting yourself to my friends and I know you were on cloud nine when my friends told good comments about us.It was not so long back you came to my life.I must say within this short period you changed my life a lot…a lot…You changed it the way I wished.You don’t want me to be away from my friends because of you.You don’t want me to be throwed out of my company because of you but I don’t care when my boss stares at me when he sees me spending time with you.. Huh!!today he gave me warning not to spend time with you.
smile to me..I used to imagine what we will be doing after several years..When I become a grandmother .. ??
15
Dec
I wish..
I wish..
I could atleast be the tilde key of your keyboard!!
10
Dec
A new rise..
Welcome you to my world of dreams..
First of all let me tell you one thing..I am not new to blogging..This is the fourth blog which I am starting.
Long story short,the one and only one who inspired me to come to this world was my friend.I knew nothing of this blogger world except the fact that I’d used to read a few blogs.He started an account,designed everything and the only thing which I was supposed to do was write something.But as a beginner it was very difficult for me.I tried my level best to post something..
That blog was maintained by four of us..Out of that 3 were new to this world.So to show justice to blogger world we decided to maintain it based on points.If one fails to post an article then he will lose one point.
God..that was very tough for me..but it was a good start..In the starting I wrote for the sake of writing.It was not from my heart but just to escape from his scoldings and also not to lose points.
As time passed by, we four actively posted many articles and started loving this world..where we got to know people unknown,where we can express our ideas without any restrictions…Daily there will be posts from banglore,chennai and hyderbad..
We maintained a blog whose basement was friendship!!
One day we decided that we will open our site to all, so that those who wish to have a blog can have it.We did it.We opened that site for those who loves writing..
After that I started an individual english blog.It was started with a strong intention to improve my english.But just after one post, I lost my confidence to blog and dropped that blog realising that I can’t show justice to blogger world.
Then after some months started an anonymous malayalam blog.Experiment with my third blog was a success..Why I call it success is, here I write when I want to write and not for sake of it.It helped me in expressing my thoughts and feelings.My confidence level was increasing.
From the confidence gained from it I am gonna start my next blog and here it is..I will be writing my dreams,imaginations,ideas, and my life..I wish to be a lively writer in blogger and I am sure..I will be one..
Too boring rt? I know it was not a short story
But I promise you.. my next posts will not be this big..Let me stop now.
Will get back to you soon with some stupid thoughts.
Bye for now..
-ash